i feel i worked till the very last minute to end my life in seattle in order to start this trip... so that i start this trip feeling like i need to wait so that all of me arrives and it feel like i am actually starting my trip. it's as if the trip started before i was ready...but perhaps it's just waiting a few days till things catch up... last night i felt like rome was entering me through its food water and air. that slowly some of my american molecules were being replaced by roman ones and the more this interchange happens the more settled i will feel... this is my woo woo pagan side taking the reigns, i think it's funny...
i also had moments were i woke up more and tried to tell myself 'the trip has started the trip has started!'
last night i woke up in the middle of the night cuz i am still adjusting to opposite time zone and tried to meditate lying in bed, since i was not doing anything healthful otherwise.. i had moments of sharp bright clarity briefly ...a nice reminder that even when stupid tired and insomniac it is still a good opportunity to practice.
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